just a catch up...

alright so, the last few weeks have been a bit...down.
it got down to 46 below the other day for a couple days
which was, disgusting to say the least,
then a bunch of snow,
then more cold,
a little more snow,
and now the sun appears to be poking through,
which still means cold but hey,
cant win everything.
anyway, seeing as im from the northwest
where it litterally rains like 90% of the time,
i assumed i was just immune or something
to seasonal depression,
turns out i was wrong.
the summers here are hot and sticky
which makes you feel gross and ugly
all the time and not want to go out,
hello depressing,
and winters are so cold you have to
wear giant coats all the time
that make you feel all gross and frumpy
and you dont want to go out in it either,
hello depressing.
not to mention, my ipod finally ate shit a little bit ago
meaning no music =[[
so anyways, ive decided, im boycotting
midwest winters,
big frumpy coats,
ugly boots,
seasonal depression.
im glad to be heading back to the northwest
in a few months here,
although to be honest,
ill miss it here a bit.
its just not for me, so im excepting
my loses and trying another new place,
dear oregon, your ass is mine! <3/Taylor
anyway, something else in me is suddenly
pushing me to eat healthy and exercise
and shit, which isnt really upsetting me,
cause i wouldnt mind to be a little....
littler. =]
i forget how much i love granola and
fruit and yogurt and shit till i eat it,
plus, exercise just makes me all pumped up.
great stress reliever, especially when
its not like forcing myself to go to the gym.
i also spent like 2 full days deep cleaning
and organizing my living space
which did a wonderful little number to
my emotional space.
im feeling a bit on top of the world,
all i need now is for my W-2's to get here
so i can get my return and stop
stressing about moving costs.
i mean im fine financially,
but still, with looking to buy a new
car soon and everything being so expensive
i just like to have some backup cash saved.
ill try to get some more writing and art
in soon and post it,
i wish the only 24 coffee place in this city
didnt also double as my work.
id love to be able to go there on my nights
off and sit in a corner and get some writing
done, but theres something about going
to work on your nights off that just makes you
feel lame. =]]
oh also, did i mention i finally after like 4 months
organized my cds!!
hello weight off the shoulders.
those buggers had been driving me crazy since
i got to the city.
now i just need a car again to play them in =]]
thats about it for now!
<3