so ive decided that not only am i not satisfied here or back home
i dont think ill be satisfied anywhere.
i love a goal and something to work toward
and ive been working for this the last 4 years and
now im here and all i can think about is what im
going to do next.
hey morgan,
turns out we might be more similar
than we thought.
i also think you could plop me down
just about anywhere i know the language to
and within a month id be happy and settled.
i think i might be terrified of settling.
hmmm.
maybe just afraid of being boring?
i think i gotta start making art.
seems as though i cant force myself to write.
ive only written like 3 times in the last 3 months
ive been here.
damn art supplies being so expensive.
stay tuned for some creations.
ive been working on a bad ass sweatshirt
for a friend back home and im happy with
how its turning out.
i wish they carried spray paint in the city.
id like to start a board that i can just tag
and re tag over and over,
but i only brought 4 cans of paint with me
and im worried about not being able to get more.
i wish i was 25 so i could rent an icar
and drive out to the burbs and pick up some paint
well actually mostly just so i can drive again,
god i miss it.
i talked to the old manager back home today
and he was excited to hear she might be getting me back.
44 days till i visit or whatever.
im ready for some good old fashion
roots and history.
its weird being in a place where you dont have
more than 3 months of memories with anything.
hmmm.
in other news
its cold
=]]
i always feel better and mor functionable in the cold
or dissfunctional,
i havent decided which but whatever it is i like it more.
i guess thats about it for now,
btw
SISTER! CALL ME OR ANSWER YOUR PHONE!
i feel like i havent talked to you in forever!
<3